My new slave was doing so well till last week. I knew punishment was in order, but it became obvious that that was what he desired when he continued to do things obviously wrong.

He first didn't call or email when leaving town, so he missed our scheduled day and time. He next didn't bring what i had ordered for lunch, but had instead brought something completely different. Then when he finally arrove it was an hour late with no call, and when I called, he had cut off the ringer till he was there.

Now why is it that these boys don't grasp that punishment doesn't necessarily mean spanking. It means a consequence of action dictated by those in authority which is given in a way so unpleasant as to discourage one from ever making the same mistake twice.

As a sadist I find no pleasure in administering punishment. I find causing pain a bore and sometimes even an annoyance when it is required rather than done because it merely pleases Me. I do not give punishment when enraged, nor do I yell. I think such things are a sign of a Dominants lack of self control, and therefore an opening to be manipulated easily by their emotions and ego... and some bottoms are not really submissive so they often delight in provoking Dommes in this state.

In punishment there is no consensual negotiation. In punishment there are no safe words. In punishment there is no compassion in the act, and no warming up. Any compassion afterwards is to the discretion of those administering or sentencing the punished slave.

Up until this point, he was a very good boy. He had been good beyond that of most I have met seeking to be My slave. I did take this into consideration and though I used My favorite and most brutal paddle, I did not lay into him with the true might of My naturally heavy hand. I also didn't give more than 100 strokes. Regardless his ass was deeply marked by the light lacquered pine paddle with in the first strike.

That paddle is so light it flies with no effort so when I desire to, I can paddle non-stop for an hour with out tiring. It is so slick and light that I knew I had to gag hi before we started because the screams would have been loud, and we already were going to be too noisy with each swooping "whack".

When done his ass was solidly colored very dark and the flesh was swollen and thick. I now won't be able to use him in shoots till he has returned to normal, so his usefulness will be limited for the time being... though I will be seeing him tomorrow to follow up on how he is doing after today. Till then I will be playing with others who had been waiting for a chance.

Ms. Genevieve

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